I am desperate. I am desperate for Christ. His leading in my life. Despite the revolving door of sickness that continues to ‘bless’ us, we’ve had some good weeks. When they do come, life feels good, manageable even. The tailspin of sorrow isn’t overwhelming. The tears aren’t harsh, they are quiet. This Psalm has been […]

Harsh realities

Ugh. Argh. Tears. Medical bills. Insurance companies. Copays. We finally received the bills for my hospital stay and Benjamin’s delivery. And the world came crashing in. They line item-ed him. On one single bill, that one line item, told me that I didn’t want my baby. ‘Induced Abortion’. WHAT?! That is a procedure you have […]


That’s all… (oh, and have your tissues ready)